Sunday, January 3

The Willing of Stuff

I have long since willed many things to come, the first of which being the publishing of the novel that I have worked on for over five years. The second, a man – a creative, sensitive without being wussy, lanky without being underfed, geeky but with the ability to whip off the glasses and expose his inner Clark Kent, lustful without needing to exhaust himself outside of our shared bed. Lastly; world peace. Well, I had to say that didn’t I or else the other two would just sound superficial and self-serving. And yet none of those things have come to fruition, to which I draw a long sigh and hit the period on the keyboard as if it cements its finality in ever coming true. And then I’m here after so long a period of not writing, I’m here and missing my readers and the comments and the moments I set aside to read your blogs and wishes and dastardly deeds. Somehow it becomes new air and all consuming, and I feel right and fulfilled. I find the patience to wait for all these things to come.

It feels good to be back – how are you?

5 comments:

Mr. Condescending said...

I'm ALWAYS glad to see you back!

Politics of Love Chick said...

Ah, Mr C...I've missed you.

otherworldlyone said...

It's short, but thoughtful. I'll take it.

I've missed you around here, as I'm sure I've said before.

Happy new year, love.

PoliticsChick said...

OWO

Well, then I'll just have to do better. LOL this crazy schedule of mine should slow done by Feb.

Mel said...

Oh, this is a lovely post. I get that feeling of desperately wanting something, but at the same time needing to come to peace with your life at the moment. Thank you for putting that into words.

I thought I was the only one who loved lanky boys? They're the sexiest by far.